Lost in the forest. The trees have arms that can easily grasp us. They hold more power and strength than we do in our entire body, yet they rest peacefully allowing us to create destruction, or destroy creation.
Our souls are a result of nothingness, and the equation is left unsolved. Our physical beings so easily restrict our minds, yet our thoughts and emotions cannot exist without a body, for a soul is no part of our physical being.
At peace with myself. The soldiers over seas stare into a blank pond, their reflections vacant. But I can finally see my own. But a reflection is only a distraction from what is hidden underneath. And that is what I am really frightened of.
Self destruction has been so simple. Feeling has been so easily forgotten.
Rationalize, and criticize, and then our faults are excused.
Together we leave our egos at the door. A world in which reflections only exist in the eyes of the ones we love. No longer afraid to confront those inner demons that fight the conflicting battles between our alternate personalities.
Most people fear their own minds, as most people should.
Their minds are products of their environments, and the unstable relationships surrounding them.
Never knowing what is really felt, or what one thinks they should feel based on false expectations that our society has created.
The forest is never lonely. The internal battles that rage within the forest are natural and keep nature thriving.
One day I will become a forest. Each limb moving gracefully.
My mind, and body working together in perfect harmony to live as I was created to.
Nothing but human.
i wish that i wrote more often. in such a weird time. attempting something so bold. not many will experience what i have. i have to make the best of it. i have to discover my being.
woke up sick today. i think im allergic to santa clarita. super bummed about not getting to see a bunch of people. but i saw the bots, and i saw auntie joyce and wf fams.
my family is not so bad. i mean, i have put them through hell. but if they only knew what i have put myself through. my mom gives me anxiety, but im learning to deal with it. i feel like peace is achievable on all levels. ready to head back to the cruz. probably sooner than planned.
there are a few things i want to correct in this new year. changes in myself physically, and mentally. needa get myself back in good physical shape, now that i have found mental health. i feel like this year will be one of the best. stay tuned.
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